Yes, I feel like one.
A dork
A naïve person
A fool
Someone said to me yesterday: Zoals de waard is vertrouwt ie zijn gasten, meaning something like: As you are yourself you’ll trust other people.
Someone also said to me yesterday: We thought that you knew about this a long time …
I DID NOT !!!
Geyl to me was a real person, a friend. I had fun with her, told her everything etc etc.
Her illness and her death really affected me. I mourned, cried, lied awake in the middle of the night, yes I have even praid! And I don’t even believe that there’s a God!
The fact that this all isnt true have made me perplexed…
How can someone play with the feelings of people? Have you no heart?
Roleplay is fine, I don’t give a fuck about that. From me you can play whomever you want. Male / Female / Furry / Pig, I really don’t care ( I just hate SL kids but that aside)
If you want to get out of SL, then just go!, click on the button called “cancel account”. Or give a big party with all your friends. Hell, for all I care explode yourself in front of all your friends and go out with a Big Bang. I can live with all these ways, I would even laugh about it, but do not, never ever fake a serious illness and create your own death!
Even worse I think are those people who knew about it or suspected it and just standed there doing or saying nothing. It is almost morbid. Watching how other people have pain and how they mourn, even cry along with them and put down flowers at the memorial… I get sick even thinking about that.
There is currently a raging inner struggle in me. A struggle between intellect and emotion. My mind says Shonique all the facts point to fraud.
My heart still hopes that there will be a message saying that the girl that I knew actually exist.
I’m better today, I am calm….
I’m amazed, surprised of the world of sl …
Remember the thing i wrote and the beginning of this blog?
Someone said to me yesterday: Zoals de waard is vertrouwt ie zijn gasten, meaning something like: As you are yourself you’ll trust other people…. Well this person has learned her lesson. Trust only yourself …. Thanks Geyl for destroying my faith in people in SL …
Shonique
